If you think that being numb is just a passing phase, then you’re totally wrong.
If numbness was once your defense mechanism, it always will be.
It’ll always be your only escape from the harsh reality, it’ll be your shelter when you have none.
No matter how hard you try to fight back, it’ll eventually take over sooner or later.
Most of the time I feel like screaming, but I just can’t let it out, it’s like something or someone is forcing it back inside me.
I feel like I’m being swallowed by my fears and sorrow.
Whenever I try to get out, my mind goes blank, I have no idea why and what I’m doing here anymore.