Suffering from depression is nothing new to me….I suffered from depression as a child, a teenager and as an adult.
I’ve spent years of my life having difficulties doing the simplest tasks a human being could do.
I’ve reached the absolute bottom, having suicidal thoughts and even trying to commit suicide.
But I promised myself that I won’t let depression take control over my life anymore!
But did I keep that promise?
Well, up till now I’m trying my best to fight depression back.
I’ve learned to be high functioning even in my worst days.
But honestly, I don’t know if I’m capable of doing this anymore.
I have so many unanswered questions, I’m not satisfied with any of my accomplishments.
Nothing I do seems to be good enough.
And I’m absolutely frustrated by the fact that I have to stay on antidepressants for my whole life.